mind the gap

3 men

September 30, 2006

Do not think of your faults; still less of others' faults. Look for what is good and strong and try to immitate it. Your faults will drop off like dead leaves when their time comes.


if you guys(you guyssssss) want any, i just watched some of the videos i took when i was in singapore with you peeperz. like nana speedwalking and mozi's birthday when tiff kicked the popper off the bridge thinking i hadnt seen hahaha, tired with charm, 3men stayover, dinner with debbie shuj and sarah so many. i love you all so much. but i MISS you :(

i havent anything to update on cos i've been illll this last week and we aren't allowed to stay at the house no matter what it is you have to drag yourself to school and go to the nurse. so i just lay in the san the whole week not sleeping. do you know how much time that is to think about things. it was horrible!! and i asked whether i could come to london to stay since i wouldnt be in class anyway and the nurse, who's a very tomboyish f this life gives you shit deal with it kind of person, was like well francesca, you aren't dying. and hahahha i was like I KNOW I"M NOT DYING I JUST DONT WANT TO LIE IN THIS DIRTY BED THE WHOLE WEEK FOR NOTHING!!! but yes being me i stayed. i'm not trying to be mean, the beds really are dirty. bits of other people's hair and dirty jeans i got a SHOCK when they turned the light on cos i'd only seen them in the dark and i thought they were nice! ahahaha yuuuuck. okay so yeah quite a nothing SLOW SLOW SLOW week.

but! hahahaha oh my gosh get this (carol hahahhaahahah get this hahaha jas!!) on wednesday last week libby and miao signed us up for horseriding this week as the "special wednesday activity"- you can do ANYTHING it's crazy, but yeah we were gonna do horseriding but this wednesday i obviously couldnt go but then the nurse came in and said the fresh air would do me good and i'd feel loads better and i tried to explain about my crap immunity and that when i'm sick i get very tired and about the myocarditis thing but she was so skeptical i was like okay fine i'll go just wait and see kind of thing so we went and when i got on the horse i was breathless for like a minute ahahaha libby was like for f**k's sake. hahahaha. then i went off with danni and the guy who owns the riding place who's an ex jockey cos we've horseridden quite alot before. and we did trotting which was TIRING but it was only for a short while so that was fine. then on the way back he was like okay! lets try some cantering! and danni was like yeah sure and i was like fries are you joking.

"OKAY! OFF WE GO!"
hahahahahahahahahahhahahahhaa guess who got thrown off her horse at 25mph? HAHAHAHA YES THAT"S RIGHT IT WAS ME OF COURSE IT WAS ME IT'S ALWAYS ME!! it went SO fast and she(Dolly) went a bit mad and i was so so so tired and then when i landed it was like okay, this is so painful i think i might just throw up. i was so scared! cos i couldnt move my back as in honestly couldnt it was awful i thought i was gonna black out and the jockey guy was like you're alright you're alright and he tried moving my legs and they were all zippy and tingly and i had to lie there for about two minutes before i could move hahahaha what is wrong with me! and then i stood up and ahahaha my legs looked so weird weird weird they were like actual jelly i'd never seen legs wobble like that. you know that dance where they wobble like mad with their legs in a big shape? hahaha this is where tiff rolls her eyes at me "yah chess, i'm SURE i know what you're talking about". and then after awhile i just got back on and we rode back and he was like yeah Dolly does tend to gallop more than canter sometimes hohoho! ....... kally said that when my family heard they were all sitting round the table and they were like what did she go riding for when she's sick?! and then there was a pause and they all said "well it's chessy" at the same time. !!!??

now my left side is HUGE and has a disgusting haematoma now! that's a really deep tissue bruise so it gets a few cm thick and leaves scar tissue. kally said it looked swollen and her face looked so urghhhed out. eddie you're going to enjoy this- the other massive haematoma is on my inner thigh right next to my groin. oooh the loveliness.

look :) :) :)
pepper ice skating hahaha is what al said when she sent me this. i miss her.




what has happened to our tagboard? kally is here! i cant even explain the relief at seeing her. i just HUGGED her. it's her birthday tomorrow :) she's gonna be 20. that's so so weird to think she's the same age as ryan so weird!! i think she wants to go watch the phantom of the opera at the theatre and we'll go to picadilly circus for selfridges and all. i'll try to take lots of photos to show you all london. one of my friends, alex wants to bring me round kensington where he lives he says it's a nice area so i'll try to show you that too.
i have so much work to catch up on from this week so i'd better stop now and save you all. i really miss you frenz. really really.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom.
Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same.


why do you think i ever updated??

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