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November 03, 2005
wow i got so excited when i saw tiff's post. but then it was all photos! nice photos though and yeah charm what happened to your brain afro?? carol, tiff the place looked great, good job!! it's so close to the exams now.. charm, carol and little pals i hope your prep's going well. push on guys the o's will be over soon and then you can partayy! i keep having such horrible dreams.. had an organic chem nightmare the other night where my MUM was interrogating me on how to solve a horse's hoof rot by a Cl2 reaction. another creepy richard dream and then this looong one yesterday's yesterday where i went to this mental clinic and there were rows of chairs like in NUH and this really hot doctor in blue scrubs came out and i have no idea why but we were supposed to end up together?? and he led me to this room where a nurse was and she held a magnifying glass over this enclosure thingy on an OHP and she was following this phospholuminescent rabbit with it (we were told about them during the bio lect that day) yeah and i was supposed to look into it and tell them what i saw and it keep morphing into all sorts of things and then it settled on a serpent and that had some kind of link to my mental problematic past. switched to a racetrack where alex met me and told me that in order to go to england i had to learn how to pack myself into a suitcase.
hahah and oh my jungles my disorientation has gotten so bad. jo knows.. yesterday i opened by cupboard three times and just stood there cos i didnt know what i was looking for. jo and i have these interconnecting phones which can intercom which is how she used to try and get me up in the mornings. but i'm always so so tired so i answer the phone and try my perkiest voice then go back to sleep. hahaha. so we devised a new plan where i put the phone by the door and have to get up to answer the jarring ringing. but rececntly jo gave up and i just set the alarm on it manually and put it at the door. and this morning i got up and went there and turned it off and then hahahaha i fell asleep on the floor and when i jerked awake again i had no idea where i was or what i was doing there. last night i tried to flush my towel down the loo.. this is like in singapore when i used to come home from school and throw away my socks. hahaha and i cant even formulate proper sentences anymore. we were babysitting on saturday and jo and i were reading a book to the girls/ourselves and the line read the cat made a mess of the pottery smock. but i said cat messed the pockery snot. and then in the car we were talking about how when kids are young the fatter ones are excluded and i said but i was fat with the friend kids and no one knew what i was talking about. least of all me!
but i think it's alright cos jo couldn't pronounce the name "mcafferty" in the book and she forgot the bring these toys we have for them for the fourth week in a row. hahaha her mum was so angry it was HILARIOUS. we were getting out of the car and jo was saying bye and see you later mum and her mum was smiling demurely and then suddenly her eyes bulged out and she SHOUTED "you forgot to bring the toys again! i KILL you!!" hahaha and jo was trying to climb back into the car and repent but she kept slipping so finally she gave up and when she said "i love you mummy" her voice broke. hahahahaha. we had our last babysitting weekend already for the year.. i'm gonna miss those two! i love the way they’re so untouched by the world in a way. i asked ruth for a hug and she said yeah sure you can i'd love that too! (: (: and their little hands are so nice to hold when they're pulling you all over the house or trying to escape from their lethal pram which splits in two without warning.
sorry for the slow email replies.. i think i have ridden myself of all debts although liz i'm not sure about yours and bev i'll tell you when the exams are over so you can update me on all you said. i haven't talked to gris in the longest time. gris if you're reading this i miss my one nite stand! i miss all of you guys' hugs so much! hahah nette and our many-practiced one and eddie's OOMPH ones.
it's our last day of foundation year tomorrow. how scary is that? hahaha not at all to you guys! crumbs this second semester really disappeared so fast. we spent today's physics lesson talking to our teacher stan about all sorts of nonsense. and the bio tutorial the other day questioning vicky about how painful childbirth is. i am so scared of the whole thing! ouch. hahah awhile ago jo asked sam how many kids he wants or when he's gonna get married or something and he actually looked frightened hahah his face was so funny. i'm going to miss class so much!! joking around with mahmood, marking mostafa's super cute essays, disgusting jo sitting beside me with her cold sweats and PEEculiar sneezes, maryam's raucous laughs at the most inappropriate times, sam's growling tummy ahh everything! and i'm so gonna miss umang cos he isn't even coming back next year he's going up to auckland. who will i lean on in corridoors when i'm feeling floppy and tell me such lame jokes?? hahah nana i think you would never run out of things to say with him cos you'd just trade all your stupid jokes.
jo and i were talking about how we can remember every moment of the day we left and how horribly heartbreaking that was walking away from everyone and now we've actually just about finished what we came here to do. all that and now it's almost over. we didnt even know each other much but we came on this crazy journey just the two of us and went through all sorts of transitions. how can this beeee?????it's november!! almost one whole year OH MY GOODENAIRREE and we’re gonna be 18?!??! no no no i will not think of all this i'm gonna take tomorrow as just another school day and then i'm only gonna let myself realise it once it's over.
we watched a really sad video during english today about seeing eye dogs and this one golden retriever had to part with her blind partner after 10 years of being together cos she was slowing down since she was 12. and it was just like pepper with her poor arthritis. ): i dont want pepper to die. ): she's like.. ahh well i think jas and charm know what i'm talking about. anyway enough.
did you guys know. jo is a spiteful english marker! she put a huge HAHA next to the question i got wrong just to rub it in my face. and she said she pities my boyfriend because i wouldnt take gum from his mouth to chew. hahah iz okie josephine wo zhi shi kai wan xiao :D hahah jo scared me so badly during lecture today. i was sitting with my head on my arms and suddenly i felt something cold on my nose and i started and sat up to jo who had tried to stuff her chewing gum wrapper up it. hahaha it was so funny.
the weather has been nice lately except for two days ago which was MADNESS. like hurricane sort of weather and i went running cos otherwise i cant sit through school. and it was like sprinting on the spot cos the wind really pushes you backwards. i got back to jo at the doorstep shouting are you okay?! into the rain and her mum asking me never to do that again. hahah yeah the weather was really mad that day. but other than that its been sunshiney.. we spent lunch by the rivery thing at the clocktower and it's such a nice place to be. just lie there and listen to music and cloud watch. (: carol i miss our cloud watching sessions every recess.but i felt so exposed and blobby in a t-shirt after so long under cover. i'm not ready for wearing t-shirts. which is probably good cos the world isnt ready for me in a t-shirt. haha i think i'm gonna go sit there after the school photo and receptiony thing tomorrow. no time limit :D
maryam's gonna send me arabic daily phrases over the holidays so i can keep up! and i've been talking to brad lately which is good. this is poem brad carol. but awkward period is over and now it's really good cos he has a girlfriend now so i dont have to worry about what i say to him. i'm glad i have a brad.
carol and jo and everyone who reads this.
honestly guys. hahaha if i get back and you guys do like carol and jo i'm sorry but i will snap and i will hit you.
hello fi i know you're reading this now. i wish your unis were on my application affiliated list.. but i will find my way to you on weekends if i go!
okay this is such a long post. sorry guys.. just trying to put off work. we have a chem mock exam tomorrow morning. yuck! hope you're all doing alright now.. especially fang.
-"Crazy Pete" Sims (Walter Sparrow), Now and Then
love and hugs all around.
