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July 15, 2005
everyone is dead and boring. i need something fun to do and distract. everyone has school of some sort. well, not counting charma. i keep thinking about aunty doris's pepper crab tung hoon. it sounds damn good. shit. thank God for limewire. it's the only thing i have left to look forward to on a weekly or sometimes daily basis.God, my life is sad. help me please.
i hope cell will be fun tonight. i felt like i haven't seen desperate school girls for two weeks already.
this week passed so slowly i almost stopped moving. gosh, it's been an emotional roller coaster. it's fucking scary to think that we have so much more to live for. already, at seventeen, your life is as messed up as shit. imagine what it'll be like without our parents. FUCK. i'm really scared for the future.
everyone has tests and exams coming up. go tiff, go chess and sec fours. it's about time i took life seriously and think about what might happen if i screw up again. God, please please help me. i keep thinking about what tiff said. we expect results instantly when we pray, but people that lived during biblical times prayed for forty days and never gave up. some faith they had.
holding onto you, is like playing with broken glass.
i'm fighting off the memories and all the living in the past.
