mind the gap

3 men

January 23, 2005

Just read Eddie's tagboard. Everyone go look at her layout, the picture. A picture sure does paint a thousand words.
"EDDIE: hey shu! thanks for popping by. yah nette also said the picture was sad. but hey it's peaceful. a little empty but that's how life is sometimes! take care!" Wow. How true. Sometimes I feel Eddie writes on my behalf.

Worlds Apart - Jars of Clay
I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all ends up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high, and like I charus
I collide

With a world I try so hard
To leave behind
To rid myself of all but love
To give and die

To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce
The skin of one who loves
More deeply than the ocean
More abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache


Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch
The blood and water flow

Chorus:
To love you, take my world apart
To need you, I am on my knees
To love you, take my world apart
To need you, broken on my knees

All said and done I stand alone
Amongst the remains of life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me

Did you really have to die for me?
All I am for all you are
Because what I need
And what I believe
Are worlds apart
And I pray


I'm too lazy to type. Reading blogs are somewhat depressing. I want to know whats happening in everyone life but yet, hm. Doesn't always feel that good. Haven't been sleeping well these past few days. It's hell. I feel so tired but my damn head just doesn't stop going. I need sleep.

I'm too lazy to type what I did. I'm gonna watch a Chick Flick and feel worse about myself. I hate the way you make me feel like a have to make a choice.

PS: I miss you Chessy, alot.

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mind the gap